Wednesday, August 04, 2004

smiles.

now i begin to see what smiles brings to people. you see, the make people feel more homely, more welcomed. rather than seeing the black, monotone face of yours, just smile, and you bring warmth to their hearts. got a first hand experience. yesterday, went for a pool dive. at outram sec. where else can you go to do your pool dive man.. besides the expensive and savy acs barker road one. stupid buggers. flithy rich students. anyway, the dive master who was in charge of my "refresher" course, never quite smiled. i began to not like her from the start i saw her already. damn. hopes she gets DCI during the trip boy. *evil laughs*

the pool dive caused me to be late for tuition last night. had tuition only for like, 30 minutes of the supposedly 2 hours. right. i was that late. yay! going for my dive trip this friday evening. going to meet more friends i hope, friendly friends. *smiles* anyone who wants something from tioman be it a shirt or whatsoever, please sms me! i promise to get you something!

its passing out day plus 4. four days have passed. the feeling is still there. the lingering feeling of sadness, yet happiness, contradictory you see. on the surface, you see us, smiling at the juniors. but on the inside, we really want to go back, to oversee everything. this incident happened on tues. i was walking to the porch. suddenly someone called out my name. it was a part b by the name of gregory, if i'm not wrong. he said, "you all pass out already right? can call you name already hor." i nodded. he nodded. then he says good bye and waved. i waved back. things happen so fast. i was in his shoes once. waving to my senior. years passed so fast. memories flood back now and then. in the night. in the day. where i'm alone, i see all these beautiful images in my head. no matter what, these people will remain in my head. as people i relied on for so many things. i hope, the unit, with the new leadership, will be able to scale greater heights. i so very hope. and guys, i will be watching you. *watching you........*

number one uniform i returned. without major tan kb-ing. haha. i had to part with my dive pin. someday or another, i will be reunited with you my precious, i promise. *my precioussssss*(imitating smigel) if anyone wants to see the pop pictures, and of course, the very suave ex-csm of the unit in action, www.pop2004.blogspot.com its quite erm, funny would be the word. haha. cheer up dudes.

the smiles people have on their faces are actually two sided if they are just smiles. an eye smile, is one that is true.- me

1 Comments:

Blogger swensen-s- said...

no la. u are getting more handsomer by the day dude! and, with perseverence, she will be yours.. dun give up!

5 August 2004 at 21:19  

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