weak. in mind. in body.

bleahz. i am so drowsy today. early in the morning already so tired. school was worse, as usual. (okay. dad's nagging at me doing this thing. "only three months! stop all this" ( -_-") okay i will stop!) social studies lesson was interesting. supposedly, there was a test on population of singapore. apparently, mrs chee forgotten about it completely! she came in, and when everyone was preparing to take out their foolscaps, she suddenly said, "have we gone through the second question of your previous class test?" she didn't even see the notice on the board. of course, the class yi kou tong sheng, said no, marist spirit at work you see, even jason, the gaui kia in the class, suddenly rushed to the board, and pretended to clear the whiteboard, which in fact, cleaned off the notice of the test. such a smart move i never expect from jason. haha.

class went on. its funny how teachers can change thier faces in a second. miss jaz, came in with a black black face, meaning not happy. i wonder how, she suddenly cheered up after talking to us. 4f sure works wonders! can it be? that feelings can be as unpredictable as radioactive decay of some unstable nuclei? like... radon 222?! as wad ah chia siad, radiation takes place randomly, over time and space, and direction. perhaps feelings are like radiation, emitted by the decay of some stuff in our body? haha. go figure.

anyway. its pass out day plus 5. slowly, my friend. slowly. the feeling will pass. tomorrow;s my dive trip! wish me best, and hope i don;t catch a cold. it would land me in deep shit. okay. cheerios my dear reader. guess what, i'm in love again! haah. that's what i think only. still unsure. lolx.

time has its ways. to torture. to tease. to pleasure. to sadden. to love. so many things time can do. but time has time to do them all?- me