addictions.

once you have tried it, you never want to stop doing it. its an addiction. not to drugs, or cigarettes, or anything bad for my body, but i'm addicted to those competitions already. i did my first and last school biathlon last year, and hooked onto it. then came along the osim triathlon. oh man. and now, going for the NIE biathlon, this coming sunday. a 800m swim in the pool, equivalent to 16 laps, and a running distance of 5km. ha. crazy, but achievable. like my teachers, i want to try every race i can compete in. like the army half marathon run, the upcoming aquathlon, the corporate traithlon, and terry fox run, just to name a few. *sigh* it always happens in the year of the O levels. most of us only do this races when its the year of the Os, not in secondary three. maybe sec four, you tend to become more adventurous and crappy. freddy also said, he wanted to forgo Os just to do every race. anyway, he adds, we can just go poly or anything. ha. true to certain extent. yeah.

so, the last week, till my prelims. its too near. and i'm freaking unprepared. not ready for it. so little time. yet, i'm doing not much revision. just got back my SS revsion structured essays. mrs chee noted that it was badlydone. though i put in a lot of effort into those essays, i still can't get the hang of it. i really need to stop playing around and just study. *come on, do it. study* yea yeah. just came back home. went to freddy's house just now to take phillip's bike. Fred stays in bishan, phil's in yio chu kang. was perspiring all over when i reached phillip's place. ha. miss the traithlon so much. when can i do it again? ha. perhaps, next year, or maybe sooner than i thought.

i just want to fly away from it all. become ever so carefree in the air, mocking at those pathethic people who have their legs chained, to problems of life.- me