"friends"
haha. just caught friends on television. they never fail to make me laugh. especially joey's blur like sotong expressions, ross's slow reactions, and chandlier's jokes(not very sure how his name is spelt).
haiz. each day passes, closer it gets to the prelims, and ultimately, the Os. how many hours i waste, i feel so very guilty of. time is now so important. rushing for it i should be. i promise myself, i will change. change myself, for the better. i will get the results i want. i can, and i will. as long there is determination, i shall my foot out to prove others wrong.
naval divers has this saying, " whatever happens, just suck it in." this temporary setback, i will take and absorb as a lesson. it shall prove to be my stepping stone into the highlands of the unknown. my life awaits, shining so ever brightly.
no more time would be wasted on doing nothing. it should be used to do at least something beneficial to myself, regardless the nature of it. as of the things that weighs my body down, sprirtually, mentally, physically, overcome them i will. hopefully, hopefully, my friend.
trying to get the triathlon out of the way. in another two weeks. leaves me about 2 training sessions at east coast park. a few sessions at the pool, tracks, and the bike. i don't even know whether i can make it, needless to say, encouraging my two friends to keep up. my limitaions will be reached that day. pain will be ignored. humilation will be present too. that will be prove to be another examination for me. as i have done so this few years, in school, suffering at the hands of humilation. embarassment, some incidents were. made me tougher they had, make me weaker to compliments they also did.
i envy people, who has people in love with them, as they are in the other. so happy together. when would it be my turn, to hold a person in my arms, looking into the sky together, or take a stroll along the fountain of wealth at suntec city, enjoying the night colours of the performances being held, hand in hand. when, i ask. if i ever have the chance, to be blessed with a opportunity, to tell that person, i would give it up. sometimes, if things are meant to be, they will be, i would rather not affect the relationship i now have with the person. its better this way.
live in the bottom of the waters. there alone is independence. there alone, i recognise no masters.- me
haiz. each day passes, closer it gets to the prelims, and ultimately, the Os. how many hours i waste, i feel so very guilty of. time is now so important. rushing for it i should be. i promise myself, i will change. change myself, for the better. i will get the results i want. i can, and i will. as long there is determination, i shall my foot out to prove others wrong.
naval divers has this saying, " whatever happens, just suck it in." this temporary setback, i will take and absorb as a lesson. it shall prove to be my stepping stone into the highlands of the unknown. my life awaits, shining so ever brightly.
no more time would be wasted on doing nothing. it should be used to do at least something beneficial to myself, regardless the nature of it. as of the things that weighs my body down, sprirtually, mentally, physically, overcome them i will. hopefully, hopefully, my friend.
trying to get the triathlon out of the way. in another two weeks. leaves me about 2 training sessions at east coast park. a few sessions at the pool, tracks, and the bike. i don't even know whether i can make it, needless to say, encouraging my two friends to keep up. my limitaions will be reached that day. pain will be ignored. humilation will be present too. that will be prove to be another examination for me. as i have done so this few years, in school, suffering at the hands of humilation. embarassment, some incidents were. made me tougher they had, make me weaker to compliments they also did.
i envy people, who has people in love with them, as they are in the other. so happy together. when would it be my turn, to hold a person in my arms, looking into the sky together, or take a stroll along the fountain of wealth at suntec city, enjoying the night colours of the performances being held, hand in hand. when, i ask. if i ever have the chance, to be blessed with a opportunity, to tell that person, i would give it up. sometimes, if things are meant to be, they will be, i would rather not affect the relationship i now have with the person. its better this way.
live in the bottom of the waters. there alone is independence. there alone, i recognise no masters.- me
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