the next 4 weeks.

study. study. mug mug. for my prelims which comes in four weeks. so little time. i just realised it. it scares me that time passes so fast. i rememeber, when i was in sec 3, i was still talking my senior, telling him four weeks still very long. i now understand his problems, as its mine now. how many hours into the night. how many hours. can i really put down all the distractions, just concentrating on my work? i don't know, my friend. there's just so many things to weigh me down.

i just hope, after the triathlon, i would be able to really put in 100% effort into my studies. even then, it will be quite late. but better laste than never they say. i really hope, my friend.

later, going to east coast park, for some training. a run and a swim. biking perhaps. but most likely not. i've made up my mind, not to tell her. no one else. yeah. that will remain with me.

nothing else to say today.