brothership.

*hoorays* today was considered the best day of the week! maybe because its the weekend. maybe its just me. haha. you decide. hmmm. the day started just fine. with me, crawling out of bed literally. i mean crawling, yes. normal routine: wake up and bathe. was going to school for chemistry E.P. its always rocked with miss jaz!

so, it begin with her talking about us not doing the mind map on organic chemistry. *blah blah blah* she nags. so, she flashed the transperency, with the already done mind map, letting us copy down. my map was small compared to the rest lorz. i felt a sense of accomplishment. (bows). but, woah, the remedial worksheet she gave us was a tough nut to crack. consisted of all the good schools prelim, such as cedar, dunman, catholic high. E.P went on till 10 plus. after which, me and jun jie proceeded to phillip's house to chill for a while. i was actually planning to test his bike. apaarently, the rain was in my tracks. so yeah. we hanged out, played cards, listened music, then about 12, i went cycling for 10 plus minutes?! haha. pathetic, but worthwhile. hmm.

the next part of the day, was meeting evonne for a swim. its been a long time since i saw her. there she was, at yio chu kang bus interchange canteen, siiting with a soon to be naval diver from the 22nd. (okay. my BDC was with the 22nd batch, so had good time with them) we alked and talked, about shirts and sandals, instructors and stuff. evonne's crazy about them. hmm. swimming, swimming, swimming, 20 laps just passed. haha. couldn't catch up with evonne. she's too fast. anyway, i overtook her at the last 4 lap because she stopped! i felt so inferior. haha. not bad la. 30 laps in 40 minutes or so. did some breath hold with her, and sinking to the bottom of the pool for no reason. *recapping diving signals actually* you can always count on evon to have fun.

rushed home. cnadice said she wanted geog notes, so had to rushed. in the end, i found out they were lost somewhere. meeting never took place then. i took my time to wash up. later hitting town to play pool. so rush rush, contacts couldn't went in. had to take some time. got ready finally, and my sister drove me to plaza sing. she's a great driver i must say. *applauses* went to orhard, walked around tangs, found the place selling the item, hesitated here and there. decided on one and bought it. it now lies proudly in my store room, waiting to be given to someone. met phillip and clement for pool. btw, pool was great. i improved by a bit. impressed at myself too! haha. i know its lame but yeah. i'm impressed by myself. *claps* tonight's game was well played. enjoyed it with phillip and clement. their company rocks. cause we're brothers. was late because of clement though. but its all right.

i just realisd that i had to go to xue pin's boy town or home carnival thingy. so i had to called almost everyone. or rather, sms-ed everyone. evonne didn't picked up. haish. problem lies with her. AGAIN. she's always un-contactable. have to meet her to meet instructor tony tomorrow for some stuff. unclear on what's it about. i guess i have to wait till tomorrow.

so, the day's spent well. so be it and lets retire shall we.

you have friendship. courtship. relationship. so why can't we have brothership?- me

 

fridays.

cheers! its the weekend again. one week passed by yet again, which brings us sec 4s closer to our prelims by one week. its like a double-edged sword isn't it. *sighs*

school. it was okay. except for the supid, waste of time, visit to the parliment house. english lesson was best. spend the three periods on the imac lab practically surfing internet! and of course, listening to music. *evil laughs* okay. to the topic about the visit. i think its quite stupid. serious. you just spent 1 hour plus, listening to the tour huide talk and talk and alk, when you can actually get the information from webbies. the only thing that amazed me was the design and the grandeur of the place. i was in the lobby area, looking up, i saw this very large design and lights and wood. superb. but i wonder, how much money was spent in building this place. such a waste of funds. went home from there after that. rushed home to go tuition.

amaths tution again on friday nights. tonight, i missed the school concert band because of it! however, i heard the concert wasn't really that good. what can you expect from the maris stella concert band! all i remembered was that the slow march piece can't even play properly. left tutor's  home at about 2215 hrs. on the way back, the shadows of the bars in the bus repeated itself, street light after street light. looking up, i say the bill board, which says, "love is worth the wait" (sex in the city advert) is it really. that led me to ponder about, my situation. if anyone had caught oc last night, i was exactly in seth shoes. i really don't want to do this, i told myself in my head. i will give her so much pain, both of them, not just one, and it a mistake i regretted previously. so, my conclusion. either tomorrow night and the next day. have to tell them soon. yeah.

i hope tomorrow would be a better day for me. chemistry E.P in the morning, followed by me going to phillip's house to train on his bike. swimming with evon later in the afternoon! yay. finally, i have someone to tain with me. so happy. *lalala* then, planning to go play pool in the evening, before which, i going tangs to buy the present. if its still there, that is. haha. oh yes. i managed to escape the clutches of dk. all rightey! stupid idiot. ask me go cut my fringe.

oh eyah. candice just asked me to copy geog notes for her. so that will be in the list of things i going to do on saturday! hmm. candice and jia min...... i think i decided.

sometimes, love turns into pain, which then turns into greater love.- me

long fringes and sore throats.

stupid sore throats. always hate them. i am feeling so damn uncomfortable. *coughs abit* okay. day was still okay. 3 periods of social studies first thing in the morning isn't the best way to start the day. especially when your teacher got a test lined up for you. haha. someone idiot in the class told me that the test was the tamil eelam(i got it correct this time, eelam). apparently, it was on ASEAN! damn. however, my memory did not fail me. thanks brain! i suppose i did quite well, well enough to pass the test. *britney spear's 'everytime' just aired on radio* (not say really hate the song though) haha. oh yes. speaking of school. *curses dennis koh* i was caught during morning assembly, for having a long fringe! hey, it just passd the eyebrows by abit mister. don't so giam sup(petty in hokkien). and he wants me to go cut it. i'm NOT going to cut it. defiance, yes. cause next tuesday and wednesday is photo-taking! haha. i am really a egoistic bastard. my mood was sopiled already. thoedy went on to nag about testimonials during pc peiod, something he has been doing since the start of the term. i mean, i think i could memorise his "speech".

the gym wasn't that pack as on monday during reccess. managed to do some chin-ups first before doing weights(i did 14 chin-ups. sad la. need to improve). saw my counterparts there, joking about me. about my figure(i have big hips so it looks hour-glass. shuddup about it). i just smiled at them in return, concentrating my efforts to my triceps. rushed back to class, in time for ng ah meng's lesson. he supposedly teavhes maths. but i don't see any point in him teaching the class, cause no one ever knows what he is doing! idiot. chemistry was next. got back my level test and i failed. by a pitiful 1.5 marks. if only i did it more carefully! well, i had better start to get serious about my work. its just 6 more weeks to the prelims, and chinese o levels results are coming out in another three weeks?! oh my god. i am shitting my ball-less(a phrase i use to depict me being damn scared).

 maths remedial was cancelled(hooray). went back home to sleep from 3 to 6. while i was slacking in bed, someone went training! i'm so damn jealous. then she tells me she can't make it this saturday because of her cousin birthday party. can'tblame her for that, can i. hmm. i guess it will be another lonely swim at serangoon swimming complex, again. planning to go present hunting this saturday after the swim, after which will be pool, with phillip. haha. can't wait. saturday seem so exciting. oh yes. going phillip's house on saturday morning to train on his bike. triathlon is coming in another 5 weeks! haha. all the way for me. naval divers style.

jia min just told she has asthma. can't believe it though. she seems so strong on the outside. well, jen send me the picts. not really a good poser, i am. but still, i'm in my no.1. haha. looks nice on me. dinner was great! had my dinner at china town. totally rocks. the steamed fish head just rocked my world, even with my sore throat. then proceeded to the food street, bought some muffins which were great by the way. came home, and here i am. typing this blog. i plan to do some maths later, with physics revision on the list. parliment house visit tomorrow. i can't stand visits!

my future slowing down to catch up with my life.- me

 

chances and odds.

here i am, sitting in front of my computer, in the middle of my revision for tomorrow's social studies class test. topic :tamil elam(is that how u spell it) apparently, my ss teacher gave up on us, and someone else took over her job. well, new eacher also quite good, experienced. okie duks, back to the present situation i am listening to jay chou song, called back to the past. its quite sentimental. well, i think i taken a liking to jay chou's music. after trance. it was a hot afternoon.

love. what are the chances it was from a friendship you treasured with a person from the opp. sex. quite big isn't it. i mean, i think most of couples, started out as friends at first, rather than love at first sight<----it seldom happens. so yea. maybe it was the comfort you found in your friend. maybe it was another. but, my point, friends can become anything. your love, your rival and so on. today, what i heard was absolutely stunning. i was socked and was at a loss for words when i saw the message. i didn't know how to react. so, i rather just let fate takes its course. lead us to where it wants to be.

school. tow tests in a matter of 3 hours. chemistry was easy. all about organic chem. i think i probably score of a pitiful 75%, if not more.haha. okay. shall not brag. but if methanol is methyl something, what is propanol? that i still not sure. so tomorrow, miss jazilah first thing in her lesson. geog was the same. maunfacturing industries. i always seem to miss out on lots of points. flunked that one.miss foo, i think, will give up soon, after looking at our results. haha. english always rocked with mr qualye. spent half an hour of the lesson looking at my classmates , flicking through national geographic. haha. amusing. i shall not talk about maths. was back home at about 2pm. slept at 3 woke at 6. dinner was superb as usual. thanks mom! then, proceeded to cut apples for the family. then some revision. a-maths rather. (by now the song has repeated itself 4 times) . planning to do social studies first, but the computer is to tempting. *evil laughs* however, this will ot happen after next week. five more weeks to prelims then. got to start on INSTENSIVE revision. haiz. sad la. hmm. planning to go present hunting tml at tangs. for someone. haha. she rocks la. thats why, no expense spared. hmm. can' wait for saturday agian. get to swim once more. this time trying my best to do 30 laps i 45 minutes. not 1 hr like the previous one.

okie duks. i think. this summarises my thoughts for the day. waiting got jia min to call. she wants to ask several chem questions. haha. i love to help. serious. 

friendship. sometimes turns into something nicer. sometimes worse.- me

cat out of the bag.

okie duks. i was sitting in the bus. looking at the passing scencery. where i suddenly looked up and saw some of the most extraordinary things in the world. a clear blue sky. now, have scientists have an answer to that-->why is the sky blue? haha. i don't know. but one thing's for sure. i don't know why. so, i was looking at it, amazed at its vastness, thinking about recent events(yesterday in fact).
what happen yesterday.haiz. first of all, some one gave me an analogy of her problems. what if my friend and i had shared the same affections for a another? being someone who likes to help friends, i of course gave her an answer, which was quite long. and i am too damn lazy to type it out. so yeah. don't ask. okay. after that, i was pondering, or rather it was so concidental. because a year ago. i had the problem. getting mad at my friend over a girl. haha. its so funny as the thing is happening to me, now me being in the shoes of the girl i think. haha. i THINK.  so yeah. the person, let the cat out of the bag, without knowing it. and i still thinks she doesn't know it. i'm going to keep my mouth shut now.
in the night. i was guilty of the mistake the person made. i accidentally, told someone about my feelings for a certain person. and now, i am beginning to egret it a bit. don't bother questioning me.
okay.school was stupid as usual. my ss teacher gave up on us. tomorrow i have two tests. chem and geog..*wish me luck* haha. sianz.  tuition later. and another late night. oh yeah. i caught friends last night after mssing the previous one. yay! okie duks. came home. my brother is mad at me now for snatching the com. haha. its life.
 
a life full of problems. thats life.-me

ironic.

well. today ish ncc day parade. the one i have been looking forward to! the last parade(almost almost, if u exclude my passing out one), of my part d life as a cadet! haha. cause i'm going for the 48th. nvm. back to the topic.
 
well, several reasons. firstly, i can finally get ncc outta my life for these few upcoming months.(they come real quik) like that, more time for my studies--->means btr grades for 'o' lvls. not saying that i am score flying colours(woo hoo, colours are flying ( -__-") ) at the 'o' lvls or sth, but yeah. more time will help. that is my first reason i so keen on getting on with this parade.
 
however, another part of me contradicts my previous statement. this is, as i've said, gonna be my last parade. so, i have to miss ncc, and all of its stuff*like rike, parades, rehearsals* AND, this means i've to return my no.1 uniform*screams in horror* and of cuz, sadly, i dive pin. haish. sad right. i gotta part with my beloved pin! haha. so yeah. i want ncc out of my life, and i also ant it in my life. very the contradictory right. made a lot of friends there too.
 
speaking of friends, i spotted lots of my old-primary school mates. like jeff. long time didn't see him. like 3 years ago in p6?! yeah that long. joshua too. all in ncc now. haha. st gabs pri rocks. hmmm.. not forgetting to mention, made quite a few friends inside too. like chuan ying(my bdc mate who was so unfortunate), nicholas, andrew, ching lin, liying, xp, xr, and so many others. really enjoyed thier company in ncc.  so, a BIG thank you to ncc.
 
haha.jen, jia min and candice and frens were there witnessing the thing too. met them after the thing. was quite shocked to see them in skirts though,*drools* haha. no la. they looked quite nice in that. haha. was stunned when jen and jia min offered me a rose each. so touched *thanks jiamin and jen* tired after the parade. but time was well spent. wanted to eat with jen and co at jurong pt, but they left. so yeah.had to eat with ching lin and co. still, both are my good friends! i love them all! okie. i think i talk about my stuf another day. logging out now.
 
friends. they make your life fuller after ice cream and love has been added.- me