help!!!

the pat week has been filled with my carelessness. the mistakes i made in the papers.

sigh~ what to do. i'm stupid!

well, i don;t know, but i think i have been rather slack compared to the prelims. maybe it could be the difficult of the Os, i don't know. but, its freaking me out. lke today, just studied for like what, 2 hours, and i went swimming. so was yesterday. man, i'm going crazy.

hmmm. did i mention all the uniform i drew ou was completely new? yes, new! the boots and the shoes were damn smooth, black, and dust free. oh my gawd. i think i love the ncc even more. ha. the no.2 uniform makes me look like a waiter. *waiter! bring me a cup of water* ( -_-")

okay. study time. chow~

back to the past.

woohoo. o level in another few hours.

how exciting~

things to do for this few weeks ( not in order of importance) :

1) study
2) study
3) study
4) study
5) study.....

the list goes on.... indefintely.. well unitl th 19th of november. that evening, muahaha, look out, xuan sheng is on the loose!

hey, tell you people something, going to get a hair extension, at the side of my layer, blue in colour, haha.

can't wait to go crazy. chill babies, i finally updated something.

okay. study now.

hopefully. my last blog.

yeah. last blog i'm going to post before the prelims. no more of wasting time such as this from tomorrow onwards. it will be study. stud. and rest. ha. anyway. i just completed doing up my timetable for the next four weeks. tust me, having a timetable on your own, really works. you can plan ahead of schedule what you want to do. but i only do timetables during examinations. never when nothing's up.

well, just did my second biathlon today at NTU. 800m swim, and a 5km run. haven't got to know my results yet. argh. *getting impatient* i can't believe they have much a lousy service. me and freddie paid thirteen bucks for nothing. perhaps just a bottle of iSport drink that's all. the goodie bag ran out, and they blamed it on us. hey, GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY! kill all of them. some of the marshallers were damn rude. just loked at me whe i was running, then looked at the road ahead of me, returning their attention to their phone. super rude man. no NTU next time for me. its NUS man. ha. i'm dreaming..... crazy i tell you. NTU has so many steep slopes. run like crazy. at least my swim wasn't that bad. could do better i think. haiz. shagged out.

so, i just want to say, i will miss this place for a while. see you around after my prelims. otherwise, my parents' going to nag and nag at me for wasting time. okay, chill.

addictions.

once you have tried it, you never want to stop doing it. its an addiction. not to drugs, or cigarettes, or anything bad for my body, but i'm addicted to those competitions already. i did my first and last school biathlon last year, and hooked onto it. then came along the osim triathlon. oh man. and now, going for the NIE biathlon, this coming sunday. a 800m swim in the pool, equivalent to 16 laps, and a running distance of 5km. ha. crazy, but achievable. like my teachers, i want to try every race i can compete in. like the army half marathon run, the upcoming aquathlon, the corporate traithlon, and terry fox run, just to name a few. *sigh* it always happens in the year of the O levels. most of us only do this races when its the year of the Os, not in secondary three. maybe sec four, you tend to become more adventurous and crappy. freddy also said, he wanted to forgo Os just to do every race. anyway, he adds, we can just go poly or anything. ha. true to certain extent. yeah.

so, the last week, till my prelims. its too near. and i'm freaking unprepared. not ready for it. so little time. yet, i'm doing not much revision. just got back my SS revsion structured essays. mrs chee noted that it was badlydone. though i put in a lot of effort into those essays, i still can't get the hang of it. i really need to stop playing around and just study. *come on, do it. study* yea yeah. just came back home. went to freddy's house just now to take phillip's bike. Fred stays in bishan, phil's in yio chu kang. was perspiring all over when i reached phillip's place. ha. miss the traithlon so much. when can i do it again? ha. perhaps, next year, or maybe sooner than i thought.

i just want to fly away from it all. become ever so carefree in the air, mocking at those pathethic people who have their legs chained, to problems of life.- me

teacher's/student's day

well. today's supposed to be teacher's day. ha. didn't care much, did i. ha. i just hoped my teachers were taking some time off today. yeah. miss jaz, hope she's alright already. I LOVE MISS JAZILAH! haha. jus kidding.

well. opened my eyes at around eight in the morning. it was too damn nosiy, with my brother packing up, and my sister going to school. mum was nagging as usual. so, tugged myself out of bed, headed for the shower. went swimming around nine thirty. swam 40 laps. came home, had tuition. my tutor and i talked about his holiday to perth, wasting tuition time. that's why i was late in meeting jennifer. *sorry, didn't mean it* =/ had luch with her at NYDC. had the normal vege meal. yeah. totally rocks. played with her fingers then rode bus down to plaza singapura to meet up with come old friends. jennifer left, and i saw dominic first. still the same old, cool, suave guy. ha. then came along ching lin. then evonne. then jamie. in the ned, caught anacondas 2 at cine. not really a nice one. the snakes were a bit too fake. the producer could made it more real. that will be nicer. ha. went to yishun for dinner. took pictures over there. and i just got news that jamie's lost all her pictures due to her mum. its all right though. still got dominic's cam.

man. shagged. and i haven't do miss foo's geography assignmentS. the capital "S" please. nah. going to skip that tonight. just want to sleep. *yawnz* and i missed another episode of charm. DAMN!

groin pain.

my groin hurts. aches. the racer sit was too damn hard, with last night mini cycling trip from serangoon to toa payoh to bishan, it was terrible i tell you.

did my first triathlon today! woo hoo. its super exciting. really. come on, go join next year :) ha. anyway. the swim was good, though some irritaing bastards were kicking into my face. plus, i drank two samll gulps of sea water. crazy. i think my stomach became a mini-aquarium already. okay. came out, and the bridge is too frigging steep. can't the organisers build a better one?! idiots. but, yeah, still fun. ran to my bike. wasted time pinning back on my bib. two pins came off, and i had to put in back. argh. so cycle, 10km, with my groin still hurting, since the morning. did i metion the racer is so quick?! compared to a mountain bike(overtook alot of mountian bikers on the biking part). when i started to run after finshing the cycling leg, my that one cramped. so damn pain ful. *ouch* but, in the end, the pain is worth all the excitement. ha! finshed 12th position, out of 150 participants, but only 116 were given a rank. the rest disqualified. it was quite sad evonne was also DQ. damn. maybe it was the marshall fault? *kill him* yeah. my friend, freddy, came in first. crazy bastard. he's too damn strong in cycling and running. crazy. oh well, there's always next year. and this time, i will be ready!

timings: swim-3min28sec transition(1)-2min47sec biking-22min42sec
transition(2)-1min08sec run-10min08sec

total time: 40 minutes and 11 seconds. rank: 12th

its not a good show.

alien versus predator is not a good show. it's a waste of money. not much blood was involved. no gory. so sad. couldn't even see the blood splurting out of the stomach when the baby alien burst out. argh. but the effects was good. plot was quite nice though. the director just sucked. yeah. could have more on alien and predator fightning, all could have followed the video game where all three fought it all. some funny parts though. strange for a thriller, but yeah. when the predator pointed to his bomb and showed the woman a hand sign that meant boom. haha. yep.

well, tomorrow, swimming after the stupid e maths remedial. and going for another show, this time, "open water". a true story i hope. ha. it will be the marist's scuba divers first outing as a grpup. hope it will be time well spent. hmm. triathlon's briefing just now. i am so excited about it. ha. cant wait. then xin ren sms me, saying yip kip gwan reserved a table for the RIKE specialists at orchid country club for NCC dinner. man, what's with the suprise treat. so long already. another point, i have passed out. should i go? or should i not go. hmmm.

well, later going to finsh miss jaz electrolysis homework. then hitting the sack.

someone's going to do it. why not me?- me